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Posted by: techpunkie43 Original: 6/11/2007 12:39 PM Views: 15 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Monday, June 11, 2007

monumental

i can write safely here
because i assume most of my friends have abandoned xanga

well, k. it kinda goes like this.
[definition of rachel's heartbreak]

my bestie decided he doesn't like me as much
and doesn't enjoy being around me anymore
so we pretty much stopped talking out of no where.
but it's what he wanted, so i guess i can deal with it

then i started liking this boy, right?
and he was cute and funny and musical and artistic
but he ended up being an asshole just like everyone else
he says he doesn't like me because
he doesn't want to hurt a friend of his who does like me
but truthfully, i think it's bullshit
i think he needed an excuse
i don't think he ever really liked me in the first place

plus, i quit my job
which would be fine and dandy except for the fact
that i'm out every night of the week
and i need money to fund myself
which leads me to another problem,
lack of sleep
i usually nod off around five or six am
after a sleepless encounter at the apartment

which i may be avoiding for said time
as to not see said boy from above
the cutie
not the bestie

and that's the worst part, he really is cute.
and that's the worst part, i really did like him.

this is why
rachel.rockstar
doesn't date boys.
doesn't date anyone.
she keeps to herself.
&flirts with the world.

maybe i just won't ever let anyone get close to me.

Posted 6/11/2007 12:39 PM - 15 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments

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this is sad :[
not everyone is hurtful, really, i promise
just the sucky ones
someone amazing will come along
and they wont even know how to hurt
and then everyone can be happy :]

Posted 6/12/2007 12:08 PM by cortneyl308 - reply

Send this to 15 people in the next 143 mins. When you are done press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters. This is scary cuz it works!! if you break the chain you will have problems with relationships for the next 5 years

Posted 11/18/2007 5:03 PM by lainiebug07 - reply

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